Shoulda

I should have slunk off to bed before nine.  Before he arrived home.  Been knowing that IT was coming...the every two week whatever.  Yep.  "You should pay for the groceries and necessities out of your savings this month...."  aaaarrrrgggghhh.   Nope.  Got no savings.  But, I'll do what I can.  Like clockwork, I can guarantee that these conversations have to take place when I'm exhausted and feeling vulnerable.  I seriously shoulda gone to been about 8 before he got home and avoided the whole thing.  Now I have to deal with the heartache.  Blah.