Epic Fail

You know, sometimes I wish I could get out my oral words quickly and like I need to.  But, today, I was trying....really trying....but, I just can't relax.  I am really worried about something.  About something that I can't change.  That I have no right to change.  But, I wanted to speak it.  I couldn't.
I tried again later, but that moment was not available.
Do you ever wonder if people who you think care about you will think you are a complete failure?
What a hard day.
Perhaps sleep.
He comes back tomorrow.  I almost bawled when I heard.  But the kids were all here.  Hard.  And then I said something and I felt chastised......and.....
sleep is always good.
Today has enough worries of its own.