Turned Around

I like good.  I have learned to acknowledge the garbage and then let the day improve.  I am learning to let go.  That though things can be really awful....and he can be completely oblivious or gleeful...it doesn't have to BE my life.  It's an event in it.  It's a portion of it.
Today was hard.  But, it got better.  He went out of town for the afternoon.  I didn't dwell.  I DWELL in the shelter of the Most High God.  Safe and secure.  Sometimes I forget that and go looking for a tenement building.  Something in the low rent district.  A place of worry  Violence.  Anger.  Fear.  But, I don't have to live there.  And it doesn't depend on what he does.  It depends on what I choose.  I get to choose.  I have rights.
He really hurt me today.  He is totally oblivious.  Oh well.
And when I am kind he thinks that means that he is doing well.  It just means that I've decided who to be.  He doesn't get that.  Again, oh well.
I had a day that turned around.  That was made good.  I love the blessing of that.
grace to you.