Yoga

Just laying here.....stressed.  He walked in the living room and caught me off guard.  I was startled.  To say the least.  And I am having trouble relaxing.  Body hurts.  And I started breathing innnnnnnn breathing oooouuuuuttttt.  And I thought....again....I should do yoga!  Really, I think that it could help me to get in a bit of exercise and mostly just to breathe.  I have some verses that I could spend some time meditating on.  Now, if I just didn't have to go out and do something new.  Maybe I could find it online  

He's not looking for a house.  Not my problem.  We signed paperwork.  He's going to have to go.  I keep remembering that if he cared, he would.  But he has a dozen reasons why he can't right now.  Someday I will get a good night's sleep again.  Not sure exactly when.  But someday.  I mean, not just one now and then, but maybe even as a normal thing.  That would be amazing.

grace to you.