Guilt

I was trained well in guilt.  And, even now, my hardest days are not the ones where I am angry with him.  They are the ones where I feel like I should be making it better, where I feel guilty that he is suffering.  That he is unhappy.  Uncomfortable.  You see, I like to keep people comfortable.  I like to be kind.  And today was one of those days that I woke up feeling sorry for him.
But I can be sorry and still let him go.  I must.  But... it is still hard.
However, I know that in time I will find balance and be able to let go and understand that I never could make it better for him.  But I did try.
Have a great day.  It was created for you.  Be joyful in it.
blessings.