Friday, September 21, 2012

I would drink tonight

I would drink tonight.  I rarely really feel like I want a drink.  Tonight I really want a drink.  If I didn't have to go out to get it, I'd probably be having one right now.
I know it's no solution.  I don't need it.  Just that sometimes it feels good to have that few hours of down time.  Like I get to turn off my brain for awhile.  And feel sorry for myself if I want to.
And sleep more soundly.
Love that relaxed, go to sleep feel.
And....I guess that sometimes I just wanna be asked.  blah.  no family.  blah blah blah blah blah.

sigh.

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