Growing Pains

I am learning how to walk again. Fall down and get up.  I am learning that God's loving arms are there and that He keeps encouraging me to get up again.  A parent who doesn't give up.  Who doesn't look at me like I'm a failure, but rather with compassion and love.  I am having growing pains.  I have to learn to take my own responsibility.  But there are days that I just want to scream out how unfair it is.  Really.  I do.  Immature?  Sure.  But that's where I am.  

Growing.  Learning to face all of the stuff.  Call it what it is.  And yet....be responsible too.  That's hard.  I want to blame his sorry self.  What a jerk he has been.  Ok, enough whining.  Just needed to get it out a little bit.

grace to you.