Awkward moments

Today I saw someone in the store.  Someone that I've known for years.  Someone who hugs big, sings big, and is kind.  And that someone nearly bolted.  But we turned a corner right into one another at the grocery store....no graceful way out.  I went...right up to her....I hugged her well....I spoke with her and looked in her eyes...and I told her I love her when she was leaving.  She has been changed by my ex.  She has heard stories.  And that's just how it is.  But I decided to just be me and let her think whatever she wants to.  Do whatever she needs to.  I was happy.  I didn't hide it.  I was out having a wonderful day with five teens.  No way I was going to minimalize my complete and total joy.  I was having a perfectly wonderful day.  She can have her thoughts and worries and feelings....and they don't have to stress my day.  Can't say it didn't sting.  I saw the startled look.  I saw the hesitation.  She didn't hug first.  She didn't say she loves me.  But, that doesn't have to stop me from being who I am.  Who I was created to be.