shouldn't have to beg.

i desperately pled with my ex to see who i was.  to care for who i was.  hmmm. wish i had read this.  begging diminished my self worth.  it made me feel as if god didn't care for me either.  that i wasn't good enough.
today i told my foster mom that i'm not married.  she had sent a card.  i called.  was a little weird, but i did it.
blessings.