a good life

i was just thinking how good my life is.  kids that are growing.  learning to love god.  without me controlling or interfering.  i know...unbelievable, right???  but it's true.  god has it!  i talk about who he is and what he has done.  i give him credit.  i don't make it about all of the stuff that religion makes it about.  it is about relationship.  him.  with each of them.  no middle man.  or middle mom.  i am growing.  learning.  too.  i love my crazy, sometimes lazy, funny, sad, wonderful kids.  immensely.  as they are.  where they are.
and i have others.  friends.  family.  people.  in relationship.
a good life.   a trulygood and happy life.  without having to pretend.
i'm pretty stoked.