Today

Today I woke up and nearly decided to quit my temp job.  It would be a big deal if I did because it wouldn't be a fall back anymore.  I would be stuck without the extra work.  And yet, I don't really want to do it.  I want to make my garden.  Make arbors.  Make cute things.  I want to enjoy doing things without being driven.  I woke up and really thought that I would just bail.  And I'm not a big bailer.  I just......really want to make my house my home.  Have a garage sale.  Clean out my barn.  Get rid of the extra cars.  I want to rest.  Without the idea that I have to keep getting up every day.
But the job is a gift as well.  So, for now, until God lets me know more, I will go.  I will have a good attitude.  I will be kind to others.  It will be fine.  I'm just ready to not work for awhile.
At least not on their schedule. :)
Ok, I said it...now, getting on with my Sunday.
blessings.