words

i'm also learning to use my words.  to say the truth.  to reach out for what i need.  though....sometimes, people just think i'm weird.  i'm such an introvert that people get the idea that i am a loner.  but really..i need people to be there.  i just don't require a lot of interaction.  but, sometimes i just have to know that someone is there.  that they hear me.  that...i'm not all alone.  that i am seen. heard.  understood.  mostly when people have that need, they make up some reason to reach out.  a purpose to call or stop by.  i'm trying to learn to reach out because i need to.  and to say that.  but. well.  let's just say that i think that people probably just think it's strange. oh well.  i can live with that.