Friday, September 14, 2012

mother of the year

it's never gonna happen.  i've never been the greatest mom for a whole year.  but there are times when i have a moment. tonight is one of those.  i went to get my son at an event where his only other option was his dad.  my son just couldn't face asking for a ride when he won't even see him.  i got it.  i went.  though i was in bed.  in pajamas.  exhausted physically and mostly...emotionally.
that dream has haunted me all day.  it hurts.  done with that man. 
still tired...but i feel good.  that i saw my kid.  saw his heart.  met his need.  i was tired.  but he needed his heart lifted.
i got to be that lifter.  and that was worth it.
blessings.

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