Uncertain

I'm in a strange place tonight.  I probably need the quiet and yet I don't want to be alone.  But, here I am.  And I would rather be alone than be in an environment that I have to make fake conversation or explanations.  I'll stay home while my kids go to a game.  And I will relax as well as I can.  Being thankful for the time.  I am blessed.  Though a bit at loose ends this night.
blessings.