laughter

i love laughter.  it fills my whole being with a sense of exhilaration.  of knowing that absolutely nothing has power to keep me from moving forward.  nothing.  nobody.  for god has a plan.  and he plans for my good.  my benefit.  not to harm me.  for a long time.  too long.  i bought the idea that he was well pleased if i was constantly suffering.  a martyr.  a woman bearing up under whatever came her way.  but....the fact is.....joy is my birthright.  peace is my gift.  and laughter is a release of each.  it bubbles up and over and causes the burden to be eased.  the pain to lift.  the shadows to be lighter.  i like to laugh.