How I am is a novelty to me. I used to know, but these days, I am frequently startled by my own discoveries about myself. lately i've realized that i live a life that demands me to be more outgoing than i am by personality. so, i absolutely need a lazy day. i need time to veg. no demands. no guilt. just able to stop and be in my head or whatever.
it's not conducive to being easy for others. i touch the edge of my bubble. fingers fumble through a bit. but, i am wary of getting too busy. too overwhelmed. i am such an introvert in every way. i need time to reboot. rejuvenate. i need it. not just want it. and it's not bad. it's not rude. it's just me.
and those who know me do more than allow it. they get it.
i am me.
and i am learning once again to like me.
blessings.
it's not conducive to being easy for others. i touch the edge of my bubble. fingers fumble through a bit. but, i am wary of getting too busy. too overwhelmed. i am such an introvert in every way. i need time to reboot. rejuvenate. i need it. not just want it. and it's not bad. it's not rude. it's just me.
and those who know me do more than allow it. they get it.
i am me.
and i am learning once again to like me.
blessings.
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