i am having trouble getting back on my feet again. my hospital stay was amazingly costly and not beneficial at all. i went on antibiotics and feel better,, but at the end of the ten days, i'm still not even close to "well". i'm trying so hard, but i am totally worn out. knocked on my butt worn out. i fake it pretty good. i can be polite. but, today, i felt ill about the thought of going back to school...and i like my job! i just don't know how i'm going to keep going five days in a row. really. and i am determined. i actually looked for easier jobs today and was applying.
the hospital stay is still hurting me. a lot. my veins feel....sore. My arm hurts where I had the catheterization. i am totally exhausted. rest doesn't fix it...though it helps.
recovery is taking time. and i feel like i'm on a time clock...which is stressful.
but instead, i'm going to breathe and rest i'm going to take the time i have and be thankful that i have it. i don't have anywhere to complain. i am just trying to remain upbeat. trying to be my get'er done self. and usually, even with the pain and tiredness i have faced over the years, i have been able to pull it off. right now? i'm walking on the precipice and hoping not to fall off.
pray for me.
blessings.
the hospital stay is still hurting me. a lot. my veins feel....sore. My arm hurts where I had the catheterization. i am totally exhausted. rest doesn't fix it...though it helps.
recovery is taking time. and i feel like i'm on a time clock...which is stressful.
but instead, i'm going to breathe and rest i'm going to take the time i have and be thankful that i have it. i don't have anywhere to complain. i am just trying to remain upbeat. trying to be my get'er done self. and usually, even with the pain and tiredness i have faced over the years, i have been able to pull it off. right now? i'm walking on the precipice and hoping not to fall off.
pray for me.
blessings.
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