alone

there are a few times in life that you realize that you are utterly alone.  this is one of them.



so, i'm under my covers in the dark and sleepily typing.


wishing my ex weren't a jerk.  wishing that the hubbub of his girlfriend wasn't making my life hell.  literally hell.

praying that my daughter doesn't have to keep riding his roller coaster.

exhausted from the week.

and alone.

how did i end up with nobody to just hang out with?  to talk to deeply?  to be known by?
oh well.  i'll be fine.

just a hell of a ride.