good

life is good.
happy.
full.
life is full of living.
i have spent all day alone doing some puttering and just hanging out.
it is pleasant.
and
it is a little bit painful today.
i guess that i'm not feeling too......
necessary.
not at home.
not at work.
not with people i know.
kinda just feel like i'm just that person that doesn't really warrant the time
or energy of others.
kind of an afterthought.
which,
i do understand.
i'm not that exciting.
i like my own company.
but i'm not a huge entertainer or anything.
so, all is good.
but it tires me out.
a bit.