i have six kids. two remembered my birthday. weird day. i'm completely content. i am at ease. but, i checked my facebook page and got 14 wishes...all time low. ha. i spent the day with no candles nor being asked what the fam should cook for dinner. got a couple of texts. couple of phone calls. got no cards in the mail today. it was a strange day. it was the kind of day that is a little surreal.
i realized that i planned my own day out and the only reason i did was because i wanted to celebrate a friend. i'm not sad. just a bit reflective. came home. poured a glass of wine. watching a show. resting. daughter out with a friend. spending the night. life is just this way.
strange.
my friends celebrated five days early. probably i shouldn't do that anymore. makes the day of a little bit sad. a little empty.
it was my 50th. i spent it with a dear friend. it was enough.
i have to realize sometime that the fact is that i'm not going to be celebrated exuberantly. i have to realize that it doesn't mean that there's something wrong with me.
a quiet day. a nice day. a big birthday. fifty lovely years.
i am blessed.
blessings.
i realized that i planned my own day out and the only reason i did was because i wanted to celebrate a friend. i'm not sad. just a bit reflective. came home. poured a glass of wine. watching a show. resting. daughter out with a friend. spending the night. life is just this way.
strange.
my friends celebrated five days early. probably i shouldn't do that anymore. makes the day of a little bit sad. a little empty.
it was my 50th. i spent it with a dear friend. it was enough.
i have to realize sometime that the fact is that i'm not going to be celebrated exuberantly. i have to realize that it doesn't mean that there's something wrong with me.
a quiet day. a nice day. a big birthday. fifty lovely years.
i am blessed.
blessings.
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