Drive with me.

Day one.

i like to drive

 i see beauty everywhere

on each day

even the cloudy ones

sunrise when there's no sunshine

it's beautiful.

really beautiful

Day two.

looking west

before the sun rises

it illuminates the mountains

shining off of the snow

looking back, i see the sun coming

 brightening even more

turning, there it is

glorious

another new day

and i want to reflect light

hope

today, tears came

as i watched the sun

shine in the sky

on the snow fields

on me

gorgeous

a gift

a new day

unique each day

precious

 today turned out to be a really hard day.  still is.  work was tough.  i feel like a failure.  my cat that we gave to my grandkids...died.  i needed time with a friend..needed time to be heard.  but somehow, i find myself in a different place in life.  so i feel crushed tonight.
yet.
i am still choosing happy.
still.
clouds or not.
no matter how things look.
happy.
thankful.
loving.
each day.
i choose it.
breathe.
in.
out.
take a night off.
wrap in a blanket.
sit with the kids.
take a hot bath.
go to bed really early.
recover.
pamper myself.
because i hurt.
and i need to give myself some tlc.
blessings