Joy is a fruit...of the spirit. And it grows. Ripens. I am finding that.
Tonight was hard...again. Had an event at school that we both were attending. I absolutely did not want to go. I wanted to skip it and crawl under a rock. I was cold and shaky. I was sad. I decided to...change it. To do it. To make it fine.
There is joy inside of me. I don't have to conjure it or work it up. God gives it. I choose it.
And....I survived. Stressed though I was. Hurt that he is such a taker. Go to banquet...don't bring anything...leave early to go to your own event. Oh well. Good for me, I guess.
Psalms 5:11-12 But let all who take refuge in you rejoice; let them ever sing for joy, and spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may exult in you. For you bless the righteous, O LORD; you cover him with favor as with a shield.
He spread His protection over me. He shielded me.
I am going to be fine.
blessings.
Tonight was hard...again. Had an event at school that we both were attending. I absolutely did not want to go. I wanted to skip it and crawl under a rock. I was cold and shaky. I was sad. I decided to...change it. To do it. To make it fine.
There is joy inside of me. I don't have to conjure it or work it up. God gives it. I choose it.
And....I survived. Stressed though I was. Hurt that he is such a taker. Go to banquet...don't bring anything...leave early to go to your own event. Oh well. Good for me, I guess.
Psalms 5:11-12 But let all who take refuge in you rejoice; let them ever sing for joy, and spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may exult in you. For you bless the righteous, O LORD; you cover him with favor as with a shield.
He spread His protection over me. He shielded me.
I am going to be fine.
blessings.
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