i invited. i risked. i keep doing it. though it changes nothing. it just seems to be a part of who i am. i reach out. i'm not so good in big groups. nor in making new friends. that takes me time. but, i was always good at getting my other friends together.
so. i did it. again. though i had refrained. though i tried to answer a question that was asked in the car with just two of us, but it got swept aside. and i realized how much i love my friends. and how dear they are to my heart. and that's why it's so very difficult for me to feel.......uninvited. like i have to do the inviting. i'm just so frail.
but it's how it is.
and if i desire the company, it's what i have to do. but is it enough? i don't know.
but i have to say.....today was nice.
blessings.
so. i did it. again. though i had refrained. though i tried to answer a question that was asked in the car with just two of us, but it got swept aside. and i realized how much i love my friends. and how dear they are to my heart. and that's why it's so very difficult for me to feel.......uninvited. like i have to do the inviting. i'm just so frail.
but it's how it is.
and if i desire the company, it's what i have to do. but is it enough? i don't know.
but i have to say.....today was nice.
blessings.
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