Our lives are a journey that we walk together not in order to become "good christian women," but rather to draw near to God so that we can reflect His light to those around us. Our stories, our paths, our dreams and our message are all unique. But we hold hands and walk boldly, fearlessly......onward...creating joy, hope, faith and peace in our wake.

Friday, September 21, 2012

I would drink tonight

I would drink tonight.  I rarely really feel like I want a drink.  Tonight I really want a drink.  If I didn't have to go out to get it, I'd probably be having one right now.
I know it's no solution.  I don't need it.  Just that sometimes it feels good to have that few hours of down time.  Like I get to turn off my brain for awhile.  And feel sorry for myself if I want to.
And sleep more soundly.
Love that relaxed, go to sleep feel.
And....I guess that sometimes I just wanna be asked.  blah.  no family.  blah blah blah blah blah.

sigh.

No comments:

Post a Comment

Go ahead. Make my day. Leave me a comment.