The beginning of my evening was rough. Yet, now...though I came home to my husband still being up....I am calm. I am blessed by so many good things. So many amazing people. I have moments when I am completely overwhelmed by the dread and fear of so much loss and so much responsibility. And then I remember that my responsibility always remains the same. Trust.
I had a good night. In the midst of my struggling. Intense struggling. Because there are so many things I want to do right and it feels like I am not....but at some point, I relaxed. I was just me. Just being me. And it was ok. Because I am loved. Not always truly loveable. Sometimes truly a pain in the behind. But still....and evenso....loved. Comfort in that.
grace.
I had a good night. In the midst of my struggling. Intense struggling. Because there are so many things I want to do right and it feels like I am not....but at some point, I relaxed. I was just me. Just being me. And it was ok. Because I am loved. Not always truly loveable. Sometimes truly a pain in the behind. But still....and evenso....loved. Comfort in that.
grace.
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