What is so hard for me tonight is the trying so hard to live and to thrive and to feel like the rug is constantly being pulled out from under me. Has felt that way for far too long.
I am just so knocked down by it tonight. Feels like failing in what I am trying to do....and not only in my marriage. Like I'm not living a productive happy life but needy and troubled.
I stay on top of it. I fight back against it. Music. Prayer. But is troubles me to be hurting so much when I'm trying so very hard.
This is tough.
I am just so knocked down by it tonight. Feels like failing in what I am trying to do....and not only in my marriage. Like I'm not living a productive happy life but needy and troubled.
I stay on top of it. I fight back against it. Music. Prayer. But is troubles me to be hurting so much when I'm trying so very hard.
This is tough.
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