Just laying here.....stressed. He walked in the living room and caught me off guard. I was startled. To say the least. And I am having trouble relaxing. Body hurts. And I started breathing innnnnnnn breathing oooouuuuuttttt. And I thought....again....I should do yoga! Really, I think that it could help me to get in a bit of exercise and mostly just to breathe. I have some verses that I could spend some time meditating on. Now, if I just didn't have to go out and do something new. Maybe I could find it online
He's not looking for a house. Not my problem. We signed paperwork. He's going to have to go. I keep remembering that if he cared, he would. But he has a dozen reasons why he can't right now. Someday I will get a good night's sleep again. Not sure exactly when. But someday. I mean, not just one now and then, but maybe even as a normal thing. That would be amazing.
grace to you.
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