This morning was bill day. Yet another lovely fall day spent inside being guilted...but, I spoke up. And so ensued the two hour mess. Yuck. Went through all of the stages. It ended with him telling me that I am mean and selfish because I said that I wished that I had married someone that didn't have to work so hard to love me......and, I do. Wish it didn't feel so much like a battle and obligation, but a pleasure. He's angry. Hurt. Angry. But, I can't fix it for him every time. He is a big boy.
Just tired of the merry go round.
And, dealing with the young adult issues.....learning to NOT rescue. To let them grow and change and trust God without being their net. Without covering their mistakes. Kind of interesting.
Tomorrow husband and son go on overnight fishing trip. I am unreasonably happy about that.
Wish my friends were around. Guess I'll just watch some shows and get under a blanket...I'm freezing.
grace to you.
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