It's time for me to plan a time with my girlfriends who have been there for many years. Time to go away and have a night or a weekend to play and talk. It's time for me to tell them the truth. Maybe. I think so. To not remain in hiding. To give them the chance to have their say. Oh, I don't mean everything. I just mean where I am and such. Not all of the gory details.
I need my friends. Really need them. In my heart and soul. I need them to be beside me even if they don't agree or understand. Church was hard today. A friend was "prying", trying to figure out what has been up. Has been pushing me to go out to coffee or breakfast. I told her we could go but that I still wouldn't be able to talk about what she was hoping to find out.
Today was a good day anyway. Kinda. Kinda teary.
Saw the girl play the sing on worship team. Beautiful. Twice. I went to TWO services. I was brave.
grace to you.
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