email

he wrote.  he says he hasn't heard from any of his family that they will be coming to the graduation.  he is sorry.  he says.  how much can he give me for the graduation party.  um.  nothing?  you're not invited.  i didn't say that.  just said thanks for letting me know.  good news is that if the family isn't coming then my son doesn't have to invite his dad.  crazy times.
i'm tired but still awake.  tomorrow is friday. i shouldn't have read his email.  not tonight.  it was upsetting.  he's so fake.  he doesn't know that i know that.  still trying to "win" me back....key word is win.
too much.  too sad.
but, at least he won't be at the party.