i am fearless

have on my sweater.  have a scarf ready.  it's a warm evening.  church is sure to be warm too.  but i know that i'll be cold.  because i'm going on my own to see michael card.  i wasn't going.  no friends to sit with...they are in choir.  the choir is singing.  that's why i'm going.  i wasn't even remotely thinking i would.  but then, i heard my daughter belting out some of the tunes that she will be singing with michael card tonight...she's in the choir too.  and...i decided that i should be there.  my ex is in the choir as well.  that is proving to be difficult.  he gets more and more involved.  i feel pushed out of just about every arena since the things he does are things that are "church wide" activities.  but i am going.  i'll see how it is.  i just love hearing my daughter sing worship songs.  seeing her face.  i don't want to miss it because it is awkward when people still associate me with my ex.  they come to tell me how they enjoy his singing.  i'm never really sure what to say.
but i am fearless. i am at peace.  i am loved.
blessings.