i am also learning to love where i am. how i am. what is. i don't have it together. i can't control any of the people in my life and whether they will stay or go. i can't even deal with whether or not they will be my genuine friend for good or simply passersby. i can't make everything good. i can't be less tired. i can't work hard enough to make things happen. but i can learn to be present. i can love where i am, how i am and what i am. i will figure it out a little bit at a time.
i want to love where i am. day by day. to treasure these moments. some of the moments are pretty hard. as a matter of fact, some of them are downright unbearable.
but i am learning. practicing. i am giving it huge effort. i am choosing to love my life. i didn't end up in bed after he knocked on our door last night. i decide to purposefully, intentionally, blow it off in my mind.
i gave a lot of my life to that drama and arguing and troubled times. i don't want to stay there. i want to love life. love god. love. be thankful. be joyful. i want to live a life that makes me proud. and mostly...that makes god proud. he made me to be me.
so..here's to loving where i am.
blessings.
i want to love where i am. day by day. to treasure these moments. some of the moments are pretty hard. as a matter of fact, some of them are downright unbearable.
but i am learning. practicing. i am giving it huge effort. i am choosing to love my life. i didn't end up in bed after he knocked on our door last night. i decide to purposefully, intentionally, blow it off in my mind.
i gave a lot of my life to that drama and arguing and troubled times. i don't want to stay there. i want to love life. love god. love. be thankful. be joyful. i want to live a life that makes me proud. and mostly...that makes god proud. he made me to be me.
so..here's to loving where i am.
blessings.
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