can't change it.

letting go.

because i can't change things.

i can only change me.

how i pray.

how i love.

how i speak.

when i speak.

how i think.

how i work.

what i do.

and wishing that he

would somehow get it

just hurts me.

and letting go

makes me

feel

so very strong.

so very loved.

so very looked after.

like god is doing a miraculous

and wonderful thing

in my life.

bringing in joy

where there was despair.

and showing what a great god he is.

i'm letting go.