My first night alone. I put off thinking about it all day long. I determined to enjoy what I was doing. I am tough that way. :) I am tough in a lot of ways. Not unfeeling in any way...but learning to be present. To work through the now and leave the grief for another moment. Like...maybe now. I bought more wine than I've bought before. I have a glass now. I have a show going. I am going to eat something since I ate very little today. But, I'm just going to take it moment by moment. Eight days. I still have to decide what I'm doing. I'll get it soon. Somehow. I believe that I'll know.
The time has come. And i have survived. As hard as it is. And as hard as it is, I'm glad to be done being with him.
So happy about that.
blessings.
The time has come. And i have survived. As hard as it is. And as hard as it is, I'm glad to be done being with him.
So happy about that.
blessings.
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