Here I am figuring out if I could travel. Looking for ways to find some time to look forward to so that I can survive the now. The sad part? I only returned about 3 weeks ago! I need to do something.
I guess I keep hoping that he'll move out....that he'll get it and allow me that one grace. I want to clean my room. But I don't have one. My part of our old room is in complete disarray. It's horrible. I can't even force myself to be in there to do it......
Ok, perhaps I should do something. But a part of me doesn't want to because I feel like I have always HAD to do certain things to make him happy. To keep the peace. And if I do it, he comes home and acts like all must be ok...even moreso.
Hope I don't hurl.
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