Our lives are a journey that we walk together not in order to become "good christian women," but rather to draw near to God so that we can reflect His light to those around us. Our stories, our paths, our dreams and our message are all unique. But we hold hands and walk boldly, fearlessly......onward...creating joy, hope, faith and peace in our wake.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

If I Died

No, I don't want to.  Not at all.  But, I was thinking about it today....if I died, have I made a difference?  Are there those who would not only mourn, but remember who I am?  Would I leave a legacy of faith and of learning?  Who would they remember?  Who would know me?  Who would tell my kids?
This is a driving force in my life.  I want to be known.  I want to be me.  I want to be alive just as I am.
I sang that song growing up......and, while I may have been ok coming to Jesus just as I am, I'm not ok where I am.
I am just so done.  I just don't know what to do about it.
Wait, yes I do.  Wait.  Until I do know.  Until I know the answer.  Until God gives the strength.  Until the right time.  Keep on as I am.  For now.  It's hard.  But, it's where I am.
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