I know that it should not be this way. I know it, but I can't change it. I am in a freefall. He is coming home. Tomorrow. And....and what? And I am not ready. I feel vulnerable. I feel ill. I feel like I feel sorry for him because I so don't want him here. I had one evening. One. Where for about an hour or so I forgot. I relaxed with the kids. It feels so normal when he's gone.
Ok. gotta get that sleep. Somehow. But, I feel overwhelmed.
God. Help. Me.
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