Our lives are a journey that we walk together not in order to become "good christian women," but rather to draw near to God so that we can reflect His light to those around us. Our stories, our paths, our dreams and our message are all unique. But we hold hands and walk boldly, fearlessly......onward...creating joy, hope, faith and peace in our wake.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Life Isn't Fair....duh

My husband is quick to help everyone.  Everyone else, that is.  Always has to look good.  I used to think "oh how nice."  But now, I see the show, the fakeness.  God forbid he should ever help with what I need help with.  Not without a fuss or making me feel like crap.  I have waited on anything I wanted done around the house for years.  But he starts project after project.  Oh well.
I'm just frustrated today.  Feel obligated to keep him around so that he can help everyone else. 
I am hurting.  Should just shut up.
Or....maybe I SHOULD talk.  Just can't decide.  Have come so close to using my words.  Losing my friends.....another loss.  Can I do it?  A friend says I'll make it anyway.  Hope she's right.

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