Take Yer Soul Vitamins

The vitamins that I had been

oddly driven to

search out

go buy

and take absolutely

faithfully

for the last few weeks

are exactly 

what I needed to help

my eyes.

I don't like fish oil.  

I don't like big honkin' pills.

I don't like pills at all.

But I was absolutely 

sure 

that I needed to get them

Read about them

Researched a bit

Went out and got them

Took them

Not knowing why.

Until yesterday when

I went to the eye doctor

wondering what was going to happen

who was going to take care of my kids

if the doctor sent me straight 

to the hospital

as she was talking about.

Wondering how it would be

not to see with one eye.

And hearing that

the vitamins that I went 

and got

and took

contributed to my eye health.

It was amazingly healthy

for how sick it is.

Meaning that though

it was going through a huge trauma

and looked horrible,

it seems as if

it's going to recover

just fine.

Wow.
And, in the time
between,
my body had felt better,
I had lost belly fat.
I was eating better.

And it's like that with my soul.

I read things.

Study them.

Pray.

Develop relationships.

Live in the Spirit.

Pray.

Have faith.

Hope. 

And in the moment when there is 

great trauma

great drama

when He looks upon my heart

He says, you were 

doing the right thing

and you are going 

to recover.

love that.
And I love how
the very actions
provide peace
harmony
joy
hope
in
the daily day too.

don't understand how it works.

but know that it does.

blessings.