My LIfe

Some days, I feel less than whole.  Like I will not be able to be effectual nor useful to God in my singleness.  Somehow, that didn't seem true if I had never gotten married, but because I failed in STAYING married.  I'm trying to get past that part of life.  To see me through His eyes...not as more or less because of what I do but because of what He did for me.  That I am beloved.  Period.  And useful to Him because He can use anyone, anything.  Even a donkey.  Even a fig tree.  Even a cross of death.  He can make good of that which looks useless and done for and bring new life.  He is amazing enough.  I don't have to be.  Him in me.  Loving through me.  He's enough.
My life is simply one life.  Lived with a story.  To lead.  To follow.  To cherish.  To leave a legacy.  To give all that is in me for good and kindness.  To learn gentleness.  To be generous. 
My life is not over just because my marriage is done. 
But it's hard to believe in the midst of the grief and trying and needing to be so much to so many.  That's ok....I'm up to it.  Because I'm not having to do it all.  I just have to have the faith that God has it covered.  blessings.