It is a long time since I've been afraid of the closet. But, I've come to realize that there are all kinds of monsters. And this closet is the closet my ex has been using for the last two years. I've been in the room for nearly a week, but I avoid the closet like the plague. Today I realized why I was having such a hard time getting things put back together. It's hard to do if you refuse to go in the closet. So, that will be my project this afternoon. I actually stepped in there awhile ago. I am still alive obviously. But, it gives me the shakes.
Not to mention that he left a bunch of his crap for me to have to deal with.
BUT.....I want my room pretty. I have to go through this place to get to that place. Ergo...yes, I did just use the word "ergo"....I will defeat this monster. I will pray. I will play music. I will laugh. I will frolic. I will get through it. And I won't beat myself up when it's hard.
Because monsters are scary.....until you face them.
blessings.
Not to mention that he left a bunch of his crap for me to have to deal with.
BUT.....I want my room pretty. I have to go through this place to get to that place. Ergo...yes, I did just use the word "ergo"....I will defeat this monster. I will pray. I will play music. I will laugh. I will frolic. I will get through it. And I won't beat myself up when it's hard.
Because monsters are scary.....until you face them.
blessings.
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