No way.

I came home.  Kids and I ate dinner together and chatted.  I put away the food....put the pan to soak.  I know, that means, "I don't want to deal with this right now." Then, I went into my room and put on my pj's.  I crawled under my covers and thought how tired I was.  I picked up my phone to check the time.  6:07.  Yep.  True story.  Here I am.  All ready for bed while most preschoolers are still going strong!
In my defense, I was up really early today.
And I did live all out.
But still...
I think I better get up and wash that pan.
I'd feel better if I did.


and so i did.
and i loaded the dishwasher.
and wiped the counters.
and programmed the coffee pot for tomorrow morning.
and though it's only 6:40 now, at least i did something??

NOW i'm back under the covers.  jammies on still.  house locked up. heat turned down.  probably won't get up again.  unless i need another choco oatmeal drop.  but now i feel better because i did some things that would bug me if they were left undone.

have a great night.  maybe you are like me tonight and you just need some recovery/reboot time.  i hope that you have a chance to take it.  i'm doing it.  it's good for me.  i was emotional.  it sapped my pizzazz.  but NOT MY JOY.  so i'm gonna veg.

bless your heart.