Relief

When I wrote "proof", it gave me a sense of relief.  It released  something inside so that I could just go on.  Even though it wasn't something that I said...I did.  And perhaps it matters sometimes more to get out what you have to say than for the person to hear it.  Because sometimes it's learning for me to accept me.  I got it.  I understand why I am so needy now.  And....that makes me less needy.  More in control of what I am and who I am.
blessings.