I like good. I have learned to acknowledge the garbage and then let the day improve. I am learning to let go. That though things can be really awful....and he can be completely oblivious or gleeful...it doesn't have to BE my life. It's an event in it. It's a portion of it.
Today was hard. But, it got better. He went out of town for the afternoon. I didn't dwell. I DWELL in the shelter of the Most High God. Safe and secure. Sometimes I forget that and go looking for a tenement building. Something in the low rent district. A place of worry Violence. Anger. Fear. But, I don't have to live there. And it doesn't depend on what he does. It depends on what I choose. I get to choose. I have rights.
He really hurt me today. He is totally oblivious. Oh well.
And when I am kind he thinks that means that he is doing well. It just means that I've decided who to be. He doesn't get that. Again, oh well.
I had a day that turned around. That was made good. I love the blessing of that.
grace to you.
Today was hard. But, it got better. He went out of town for the afternoon. I didn't dwell. I DWELL in the shelter of the Most High God. Safe and secure. Sometimes I forget that and go looking for a tenement building. Something in the low rent district. A place of worry Violence. Anger. Fear. But, I don't have to live there. And it doesn't depend on what he does. It depends on what I choose. I get to choose. I have rights.
He really hurt me today. He is totally oblivious. Oh well.
And when I am kind he thinks that means that he is doing well. It just means that I've decided who to be. He doesn't get that. Again, oh well.
I had a day that turned around. That was made good. I love the blessing of that.
grace to you.
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