I am finding that caffeine...tea and coffee...help a lot with the blahs. I haven't done any energy drinks for quite awhile. But, my brain sometimes gets so overwhelmed, and the caffeine helps to clear it.
Simple, I know. I find that the simple things are what the best. They help me. Just doing the little things. Slowing down.
I know that life is not any easier. I can only be glad of this one thing...that I am free of him. Just nearly.
And I will keep looking for the future. Where I'll be going. How I should move. The thing is that I don't have family to tie me down. Or be my stability. As it is in most of life, the whole strengths are always a weakness too. So.....I can live a few dreams in the years to come. I can live by the ocean if I still want to. I am narrowing down where and what I want to accomplish. How I want to live.
Yes, the caffeine helped after the nap. A lot. With the gloomies. Who knew? I didn't until now. But I have to remember it on these weekends!
blessings.
Simple, I know. I find that the simple things are what the best. They help me. Just doing the little things. Slowing down.
I know that life is not any easier. I can only be glad of this one thing...that I am free of him. Just nearly.
And I will keep looking for the future. Where I'll be going. How I should move. The thing is that I don't have family to tie me down. Or be my stability. As it is in most of life, the whole strengths are always a weakness too. So.....I can live a few dreams in the years to come. I can live by the ocean if I still want to. I am narrowing down where and what I want to accomplish. How I want to live.
Yes, the caffeine helped after the nap. A lot. With the gloomies. Who knew? I didn't until now. But I have to remember it on these weekends!
blessings.
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