Perhaps I should rewatch this movie. Soak it in. There's hope there. In moving on. In knowing that those who love will still love. And the others will fade quietly and happily in their hearts. I know....I'm not running away to Tuscany. But, I am learning to leave my options open. To dream bigger. To not limit everything to what I have already done. I want to hope so big that God can do spectacular things.
I want to be free of the past. Of his hold on me. Right now I am trying to live a life that is still in the confines of his impact in my life.
I want to live my life. Be an example for my kids. For my daughter. I want to hold onto them and yet, I know that I have to be able to let go in these upcoming years and that is going to be hard.
Perhaps I could be adopted by a family who always wanted an average middle aged woman? OK, probably not going to happen. So, I will dream. And hope. And choose peace. I will overcome the yuck of this room. I AM overcoming it.
blessings.
I want to be free of the past. Of his hold on me. Right now I am trying to live a life that is still in the confines of his impact in my life.
I want to live my life. Be an example for my kids. For my daughter. I want to hold onto them and yet, I know that I have to be able to let go in these upcoming years and that is going to be hard.
Perhaps I could be adopted by a family who always wanted an average middle aged woman? OK, probably not going to happen. So, I will dream. And hope. And choose peace. I will overcome the yuck of this room. I AM overcoming it.
blessings.
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