looks like i made it

wow.  that was hard.  ended up getting there alone.  sat in car for awhile so that i wouldn't have to make small talk.  went in.  found a friend that was only staying for the first third, but sat with her.  went to bathroom before it started.....ran into him in hall.  that was awkward.  especially since i didn't make conversation.  i turned and walked into the auditorium.  i just couldn't do it.  he followed me in.  i had sat somewhere different than we ever have in all of these years to make a new start.  he sat...very near.  sigh. 
my one son came.  that helped. 
it was hard.  i did it anyway.  so, i guess that i'm pretty amazing.  ;)
blessings.