Hey hey hey. I have worked hard today. For me. For my kids. I went to the store and bought what I needed and I didn't worry. I didn't second guess myself. It felt sooooooo goooooood. Very good. It released something. Something good. To remember who I am a little bit more. I didn't overspend. I got the paint I needed. I got a pair of scissors...because go figure, we never have a pair.
Today I have straightened all of the computer cords, moved the desk, emptied the desk, cleaned out the loveseat. Emailed him in response to what towels etc he can have. I have done the HARD things. And it's hard. Still. And yet...it is a good kind of hard.
Oh, and I painted a great chair and am getting creative with how to use the chair.
Dragged the entry way carpet out into the sun. Got a recliner ready to go. Went through pictures. Gave him a photo album....didn't put it together for him.
Burned credit cards. And check book. Had a fire in the fireplace. Made the house smell better. And celebrated. I will have a place again. A unique and different room. I'll figure it out.
And I figured out how to take care of the kids this weekend. I am doing well. Standing strong. Standing firm. Standing on promises. The Rock.
And I am not swayed. And I DO love. And I DO forgive. But, that doesn't mean that I have to live as I have.
Rock on.
grace.
Today I have straightened all of the computer cords, moved the desk, emptied the desk, cleaned out the loveseat. Emailed him in response to what towels etc he can have. I have done the HARD things. And it's hard. Still. And yet...it is a good kind of hard.
Oh, and I painted a great chair and am getting creative with how to use the chair.
Dragged the entry way carpet out into the sun. Got a recliner ready to go. Went through pictures. Gave him a photo album....didn't put it together for him.
Burned credit cards. And check book. Had a fire in the fireplace. Made the house smell better. And celebrated. I will have a place again. A unique and different room. I'll figure it out.
And I figured out how to take care of the kids this weekend. I am doing well. Standing strong. Standing firm. Standing on promises. The Rock.
And I am not swayed. And I DO love. And I DO forgive. But, that doesn't mean that I have to live as I have.
Rock on.
grace.
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