Ignored

Ignored is good in some ways.  . I had 26 hours of peace.  Of healing, calming, breathing time.  Then I came home.  Can tell he's....irritated?  I didn't tell him that I was staying away.  He is pretty much ignoring me.  I hope that holds up for the rest of the night.  But, I have my purse and keys.  Phone right here.  Back to same old, same old.  But...the difference is...I have plans.  I have hope.  Facing the giant is scarier than running away, but it's more healing to get through it.  Can only spend some time hunkered down.  Can't hide from life forever.
I had a blessed day.  A gift.  Time that can tide me over.  Like and infusion of oxygen.  I am thankful.
And I am antsy.  Nervous.  Troubled.  But I am strong.  I will figure it out.  I am cared for.  I am important.  Even when I'm needy.
grace to you.
p.s.  never mind.  one could only hope.