I am learning how to walk again. Fall down and get up. I am learning that God's loving arms are there and that He keeps encouraging me to get up again. A parent who doesn't give up. Who doesn't look at me like I'm a failure, but rather with compassion and love. I am having growing pains. I have to learn to take my own responsibility. But there are days that I just want to scream out how unfair it is. Really. I do. Immature? Sure. But that's where I am.
Growing. Learning to face all of the stuff. Call it what it is. And yet....be responsible too. That's hard. I want to blame his sorry self. What a jerk he has been. Ok, enough whining. Just needed to get it out a little bit.
grace to you.
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